I wish i was outside looking in
i wish i could drop my pain i wish i could live a normal life, i wish i could hold together like everyone else i wish i could be strong
but all i am is weak full of nothing as i weep
i am suppose to be moving on suppose to be having fun healing you could say
its like everyone has abandoned me
i am diseased and alone
you dont understand you dont know
ill be fine you say and i might be maybe
my heart broken in a million pieces never whole again
my body rebelling toward me
and all that seems to […]