I don’t know I think I just need to talk so I’m gonna talk.
The first time I tried to kill myself I was in the 6th grade. I don’t even remember why. Maybe there was no why. I used a pretty dull pocket knife and failed miserably – but I’ve been cutting ever since.
I’ve just been so messed up for so long. I don’t know what to do. Suicide hasn’t been an option for me for a long time. There was too much I cared about, too many responsibilities…
but I’ve sorta stopped caring.
I don’t know if it’s my medication numbing me or what’s going on, […]