i’m writing a paper and i just realized i’d rather be dead than doing this. i’ve written just over a page in twelve hours bc i can’t concentrate and it’s such a stupid reason to want to die?? bc i can’t focus and get distracted like a fucking squirrel or something? and now instead of writing my paper i’m putting all this time and effort into making this account and venting to no one bc i don’t know how to tell my mom that i want to die so fucking bad bc i can’t write this paper that i’ve been procrastinating for a week bc […]