I’m exhausted. Therapist says I’m burnt out. Everyone tells you it’s all about you changing your attitude. That if you change it, you’ll fit in and people will start to like you and feel close to you. I don’t know. I’m not someone people relate to much. I am not someone whom people can feel things for– can be close to. I don’t know how to change my attitude.
I was hospitalized this past summer for suicidal thoughts. I don’t care anymore. All I can do is feel sorry for myself, but even that is getting old and tiresome and irritating.
I don’t think I really know […]