bravebear

Today is December 1, 2012

I feel horrible today.  My body is in physical pain, and my emotions are blank.  I’m crying a little but I don’t seem to feel anything other than hate, sorrow and physical pain.  I’m sorry my being here and having to witness so much pain and heartache.  Why is it that the people who need help don’t get help and the people who don’t want help get help?  I know I should be taking personal responsibility for my own life, but seriously things that have happened to me in my growing up and childhood are beyond my control.  It’s almost as […]