Its gonna be ok they say, i know what your going through, your a tough girl, You can handle it… on and on. but then there is…why do you even try, your pathetic, worthless, you wil never amount to anything, failure, i dont even know why you are still alive you disgust me… I can’t hold on any longer… the pills are in my drawer i have been saving them up for so long, waiting… and now im finally over the edge.
I can’t do this anymore, this thing called life, im not good enough, nothing i do is good enough. I quit. I want all this pain to end. Now.