I’,m 14 years old, & I’ve never really tried to kill myself but i had a thoughts..I’ve been stabbing my pillows & trying to cut my thighs & stuff because, ever since i was young my grandmother seemed like she never could accept the fact of my birth & my father the first time i met him i was 4 years old he abused me ever since i was little until i kept growing older & it kinda cooled down, he always use to sit on me hold my breath , he use to lock me in closets, abuse me with belts,sticks, fists, he did so much to me i […]