I DONT WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT I DONT WANNA FEEL THIS WAY! Life just feels rough, im tried, its constant pain and the one person I want to be there for me? Just isn’t, it feels one sided, I wait for the phone to ring for a person who i don’t know when they’ll call if they will, im in love and want to spend my life with said person but it feels pointless, im scared they’ve found someone knew, well, they say it isn’t like that. But that isnt easying the pain, or what I’m being told. Its been 5 years i trust […]