I really feel like mentally I can’t handle any of this anymore. I try to remind myself of my friends but it seems useless, I just want all the pain to go away. Sometimes I feel like I can get better, I’m 11 days clean and I’m eating more now but it isn’t helping, I still have a strong urge to die and I hate it, I hate myself for wanting to die, but nothing is making this feeling go away and I think I’ve fallen too deep into this hole. If you guys want to know my story it started when I was little. My parents would hit […]
I don’t know when I’m gonna die. I can probably pick a new date rather quickly, but do you guys have any advice on if I should do it during Summer or Fall? Also it would help if anyone knows really good methods that have more of a chance to work. I don’t want to fail this time. I can’t afford that, I need it to work and I just want to make sure my method will for sure work.