I’m not really depressed. I am preparing. I do not have a purpose. I feel useless. Anxiety. I’m single with no children and I have no family. I have no support structure. I’ve tried reaching out. My friends are too self involved. I have nothing to fall back on. Impending doom and hopelessness. All I want is to work hard and have a modest life and to have purpose but it always slips away from me. I am high-functioning autism. That’s all. I’m not lovesick or lonely. I’m stable, selfless and caring. I rarely even get angry. I’m a decent person and I treat people […]
