I’m lost.
I think I’m doing ok. And on some days I’m even happy.
I thought I was over you. I now know I’m not. I thought I was happy and was able to love again…till I saw your face. And how happy you looked with her.
I got the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach again. A reminder that I am not over you. Nor will I.
A reminder that you will and are the one I need.
A part of me wishes you would have let me die a year ago…
you still would have been happy and I wouldn’t have been in this much agony and […]