This is going to be extremely long, as I have been holding every bit of this in since forever. I have one friend in my whole life and I really hate to unload on her. I am sure she’s very tired of hearing it. They are not her problems, so why be a burden to her? Anyway, to begin, I am autistic and this makes every aspect of my life wildly difficult and I hate myself. I cannot talk to people, I stutter, I am  very easily, upset and when this happens I literally throw tantrums and revert to some kind of child-like state, I […]