I live with my brother.. I’ve fucked up my life so good that I can’t get a flat on my own.. I drink and use drugs quite a lot.. Just to get the euphoric feeling for a while.
To feel like normal people. I keep thinking suicide every day, but I always find some reason to keep going. Just another fuckin’ day to the list. I’ve been stabbed in the back so many times
that I isolate myself to make sure that doesn’t happen again.. Not sure what I just wrote, just something that helps me a bit.’Anyways, Everyone who feels similar.. Take care.
