My life isn’t hard. In fact, it’s pretty easy. Top school. Top university. Loving parents. Amazing friends. But having pushed through devastating bouts of M.E. and having been plagued by depression since I can remember, this time, I can’t seem to do anything but cry. Loneliness and hopelessness pervades my every thought. All I can think about is pain. My head hurts constantly. I feel sick constantly. The panic and fear never leave my body. I am stuck, watching life go by, while I’m paralysed. I can’t move. Not forward. Not productively. Exhaustion never goes away. Apathetically, I watch the world. Unmoving. Even though I’d […]