Even if I am actually capable which I’m sure somewhere deep down I am…actually no. I am not sure of that. I’m trying so hard to imagine myself doing anything but in honesty I can’t imagine myself living another day. I cannot fathom what is in store for me, in the next week, month or year. I feel like my chest is being crushed right now because all my friends are succeeding or at least, they have the potential to do it. I am, each day, becoming more afraid of people, more awkward, more impossible to tolerate let alone love. And no one takes me […]
