12:04 AM: Smoking never felt this sad for me.
Yo, pops. Whats up? Working again? Pops, you are getting old. You ARE old. Don’t overdo it ok? I miss you. I… I don’t want to come back. But it looks like i will have to. Pops i didn’t want this either, im sorry. I don’t want to see that expression on your face again… I don’t want to cause you any more pain. You must be tired right? Its okay pops, you can rest now. Im sorry, i really am…. But it looks like i dont know how to express it. Doesn’t matter anymore does it? Good bye dad,forgive me, and forget me. Let […]
… since i cried last time, i really want to cry, Â just let it all out, i am depressed, i am confused… i really do want to cry but for some reason i can’t… i wonder why?