So I was at my father house planning on making breakfast when 3 police officers came in and said basically you can either come voluntary or were going to force you. I didn’t run cause I would it would be a criminal charge and I would go to jail and then maybe prison for some bs cause I’m on probation. So I said I’d go voluntarily so here I am I the ER chillin. I’m glad I have insurance cause no doubt they are going to bill me. The psych -some Jewish guy named Ira- came in after a few hours and talked to me. […]
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calimike
calimike
San Francisco native. 21. Stand to inherit multimillions if I stick around yet nothing brings me much out of my apathy anhedonia and emotionless state. Life is meaningless without pleasure. I've stuck it out for all these years knowing that if one day I have a healthy range of emotions life would be pretty good. Time is getting short though 21 years is a decently long enough time for me yet no change. C'est la vie!
So here I am waiting for DMV to send me a lost title so I can sell my bike…in the meantime I can’t quite make up my mind!
Hang myself at the park or backflip off the bridge.
What would you choose? And why?
…I’m kinda leanin toward partial suspension hanging. In my tests it wasn’t too uncomfortable.