I cant get out of bed, my whole body hurts, food disgusts me and all I can think about is slashing my wrists…there is no one here to care or not care, I am alone, and there is no one I can talk to, not because they wouldn’t listen, but because I don’t know what to say…I have led a privileged life, there is literally no reason for me to feel like this…and still theres no reason for me to not have ended it already…into another year of cowardice and exhausting faking of wellbeing.
