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canitgetanyworse

How close am I?

by canitgetanyworse 6/3/2013

written by canitgetanyworse

If I have my flexril, ultram and Ativan counted out, does that mean I’m ready? I can’t stop thinking bout taking them. I can stop thinking bout makin the pain go away. Does that mean I’m ready?
I’ve stopped caring bout gettin up and showering, I’ve stopped wanting or needed other human contact, are these signs that its time? My phone is off more than its on, even if its on I no longer answer it. Can’t remember the last time I actually spoke to a person.

AM I READY?

I think I am, I can’t think of a good reason to stay.

6/3/2013 0 comment

Tonight April 15

by canitgetanyworse 4/15/2013

written by canitgetanyworse

It is Monday the day of the Boston Marathon where 2 bombs went off. Innocent children hurt and killed, I feel really bad for the families that have been affected by it all. I don’t understand the need to hurt other people, especially little children.

Then on the other hand I wish I could have been there close enough to be one of the people that were killed. Then maybe it would not affect my family as bad as if I were to do it myself. Their guilt or pain would be different.

No notes would need to be left. Insurance would be […]

4/15/2013 5 comments