Five more days.
Just another sleepless night, crying about her.
It’s been 3 hours and I already failed! I’m so fucking weak. A small woman destroyed me!
I’m trying for her. I know I’ll slip every now and again, but I’ll try my hardest. For her.
I prefer knives.
It only hurts just once.
Make the dreams go away!
I can’t stop thinking about her.
I love her more than anything.
She’s never gonna take me back…
The only reason I’m alive is her. I just want her.
Shoulder busted, in a sling, makes me want to freaking scream.
I just have to sit and watch her from here.
She doesn’t care…
Everybody hates me, no one cares.
I just want her to make it go away.
It happened again.
She doesn’t know
Damn it