I know I’m suicidal, and I’ve known for a really long time. I’ve decided that I want to try living. I’ve decided that getting professional help is worth risking my personal freedoms and future ability to end it if it isn’t worth it. But I don’t know how I should go about getting help.
I’ve always been the trouble child while my older sister was the only one who ever had any actual problems. Inevitably everything that goes wrong in my life has been my fault, and I’ve been idiot-savant enough to coast through elementary, middle, and high school. I even got into a pretty good […]