Hi, this is my first time writing on this sight. It’s unfortunate it has to be under these circumstances. I’ve suffered from depression since I was 13. I’m 41 now. I’ve thought about suicide numerous times, but I always knew I wouldn’t do it. I always hoped that the future would be better. Now I’m afraid because I’ve been considering suicide again, but with a calm level head. I have something’s in my life that are too dear to me to hurt with such a selfish act, but the pain I’m feeling inside has gotten to be too much. I think admitting myself is the […]