im depressed. usually i get out of it for awhile and then it comes back for a little. this time i cant seem to get out of it. i dont have any motivation or self confidence and self worth. im not doing anything, im failing my classes, i cant look at my friends anymore. when i do i feel ashamed and disappointed in myself. no matter what people say it doesnt seem to help. i talked to my mom about some of this but it didnt help and it seems she forgot about it. im scared to tell everything to the people i know. im […]
I just realized this. Maybe you guys understand. Sometimes, our greatest enemies aren’t our classmates, friends, family, or anyone else in this world. Â My greatest enemy is no one but me.
I was in my school, watching my classmates perform on stage. Everyone was laughing and having fun together. There was so many people, i even new some of them and talked to them, but i still felt lonely and out of place. im the one who thinks this way. im the one who feels this way. everyones happy but me. i wish i could stop myself. i feel like im battling someone i dont know […]
i talked to my mom about my depression and problems. after a long day of low i feel a lot better now. i was gonna confront my friends and the rest of my family but im not sure if i should. what if im just doing this for attention? what if its not as big of a deal as i thought it was? i had a nervous breakdown in school yesterday. that means something right? im not going crazy am i? is what im doing right? sorry for all the questions, im just not sure what im doing anymore but im afraid i have to […]