My mom is on this big kick about how she is getting rid of all the toxic/negative people in her life. It makes me want to punch her in the face because she is the most toxic person in my life… They taught me how to work hard, they didn’t teach me how to live or that there is anything worth living for. All I know is that I’m embarrassed 98% of the time and that living sucks. I just want to okay.. its all I’ve ever wanted is just to be okay. Okay would be enough.