I just can’t take it anymore. I am so fucking fat.I weigh 250 and I have no one who cares or sticks around.. All of the people who I trusted and needed Left. Go figure. I JUST WANT TO DIE. But the thing is is that I can’t seem to do anything about it. I can’t seem to pull the trigger. I want to cut, just slit my wrists and watch myself bleed to death..