ClaraJo

You try and you try to be strong,

You try to right the wrong.

You try and you try to be known,

You try to have your popularity grown.

You try and you try to be someone you’re not,

You try to never be the one they forgot.

You try and you try to be fake,

you try not to care what’s at stake.

You try and you try to lose your voice,

You try to make the wrong choice.

I wish you’d try and you’d try to be free,

I wish you’d try to be happy.

My friends know I’m bisexual and they keep asking me why I won’t get with someone. So, I finally gave them my reason.

I don’t know how to deal with the thought of having an accepting significant other

I can’t stand company because everyone only pities me
I don’t want them to feel obligated to actually treat me nice and be seen with me in public
I’m done changing everything for people who don’t deserve it

My parents are always ranting that ‘The gays are ruining our world, and the bisexuals are freaks that are to confused to do anything right, they have no clear grasps of reality because they can’t even stay in one gender. They all deserve to be locked away.’

They don’t know that I’m bisexual and I can’t even look them in the eyes anymore because I’m a dissapointmet to them, I’m just a freak.