I have 3rd degree burns over 28% of my body. Unfortunately when I set myself on fire with the intent to die someone found me. The pain I went through for them to keep me alive was unbearable. I know it seems selfish to still want to go after all I put my family through but I do. I can’t live like this anymore. I’m a shell of the person I once was. Does anybody out there understand?
I feel like I get so far, handleing depression, taking the pills etc. Then someone or various people reject me and Im back to square one. I fucken hate mtself so why the hell would anyone else like me.
I thought this group of people were my friends but their not. I think that I am just a joke to them/slash a backup person to hang out with. Fuck I shouldn’t drink either because it messes with my pills, but thats all these guys are about, drinking so I just end up doing the same. I fell for one of them too, hard. We […]