It may be the day before christmas. when everything is happy and stuff. but in reality. it just brings back too many bad memories and i dont think that i can even deal with it. it was 3 years ago today that my mom stabbed me when i told her i thought i was gay. she’s not christian by no means. and i dont even think she has a problem with gay people. i think it was just me. i  always got the feeling that she didnt like me. if only she knew what its like to feel the way i felt. i havent lived […]
