colorxmexonce

Today was a better day than yesterday.

No lie, just knowing that someone cared just a bit helped me this much.

But as soon as I lay & relaxed a bit my mind goes wild and brings back everything.

Sometimes i just wish i could be able to reboot myself and delete all this effed up files i have inside me.

I havent harm myself since ’09 and im hoping to stay the way, but is soo effing hard.

Sometimes i envy those who dont give a fck about  their problems/past/issues and live life as if nothing bothers them.

I want that but whatever im stuck with this effed up mind. […]

Im like really new to all this.
Its been hard for me to even think about doing this.
Idk who to reach to.
Or how.
All this weird thoughts and this feelings building up inside me are annoying the F out of me.
I hope this would help me at least to let everything out.