I sit here so alone and no way to make it go away…..I have no parents and the only family I have is a grandparent. I gave birth to two children who were unaffected by my short comings. I managed to fake it long enough to make them successful people but I can no longer do this. For 23 years I have lived with this horrid pain and I thought I finally escaped it only to have it resurface due to someone else’s actions. I can’t find a way to make this go away again. I cant live with that pain again. To have to […]
