to start it off, like most people i had real fucked up childhood which i guess has caused me all my other problems. Im a junior in highschool and recently i lost my bestfriend of many many years. he slowly turned all my other friends against me, and among other things im forced to eat lunch a lone. i guess that doesn’t sound soo bad. though my main problem, is that i just have this overwhelming feeling of unfulfillment. basically if i ever see anything on television, or hear people talking about parties or really just doing anything, i imediately think, yea im never gonna […]
