It makes me sad that the only time I feel content is during the day.
It’s like at night is when all the bad things pour out. They seep through my pores and sleep in my eyelids. Whoever is reading this, if anybody is at all, I’m sure you know what I mean, right? Surely I’m not the only one. Night time is when things seem to crash down on you, and it sucks. Like it really really sucks. I wish that life wasn’t like this and I wish I wasn’t like this. I feel really content right now, just today. Probably due to my […]
It’s a new day, seize it.
Go for a walk, take a bath, find a grassy field and read a damn book.
Change something. Dye your hair, cut it, try on a new outfit, do your makeup differently.
Help someone across the street, buy a stranger coffee.
Small things make you feel better about yourself, I promise.
I remember when I was younger, how the little things would make me happy. You know, the smallest fucking things, like playing in the mud with my sister, or staying home from school and hanging out with my mom. I wish that I could pinpoint exactly when everything fell apart, y’know? When my father stopped loving me, when the abuse began, when the addictions began, when I become a failure. I got kicked out. I’m only 18. I guess it’s a fair age to be forced to leave your home, right? I guess. I have no job, no friends, nothing. I don’t have anything. And […]