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CRiticalthinker

So I've always thought about death before as a kid, always wondering what happens when you pass on. And when having a tough childhood and going threw the basic teen problems such as a shitty high school phase, I couldn't help to think if I could somehow find that answer quicker. But with a near death experience I might of found that answer. Let me start off by saying I don't think I was close to death at all. And that I was just having a bad trip while driving home on acid. (yea i know shame on me) It was a terrible mistake and I admit that. But with that comes my answer and its literally driving me insane....

Sleepless Nights

by CRiticalthinker 8/18/2015

written by CRiticalthinker

I have been laying her for at least 10 hours. I thought it was gonna be an easy night. But of course the voices in my head say otherwise. I look at my dog in envy as he just lays there. I wanna go to sleep. I haven’t had a dream in soooo long. Maybe one day I will. One day it will just be a really long dream that’s perfect just for me. Or is that what heaven is? Maybe on days on earth is just a nightmare and when we wake up…Or what if its just some type of limbo where its just […]

8/18/2015 2 comments

Second living…live and learn

by CRiticalthinker 8/18/2015

written by CRiticalthinker

Soooo this is my first post thingy so no hate unless its at least funny and please comment your own thoughts.

I wanna start out by saying how weird life is and how unbelievably random it could be, but also how planed it ends up being. Like if I make a good choice to hang out with my first friend which goes into a bad decision of doing drugs, which leads to a path with fake friends. Then of course ended up here at block one with no friends just to start all over.

But I cant help to say that I kinda liked that part of my […]

8/18/2015 1 comment