I’m living a lie now. I’ve pretended to be happy for so long to please the people i thought cared but they don’t, not anymore. All i think about is sadness, loneliness, death and how i can next try it. I just don’t want to be here anymore and I have no one to talk to about it. My foster parents think I’m fine because of how much I’ve lied about it, my boyfriend says I’m tiring him out with all my emotions, my sister is too young to know this stuff, i have no friends left and the ones i do have stay so far away and barely […]
So, um this is my first post on here. I’ve been lurking around the site for a few days wondering if i belong here… if i belong anywhere. My life? urgh, to be honest, there is no point in it anymore. Ive been writing diary entries on my laptop (password protected) for a while now, but its not helping as much as i thought it would, which disappointed me to be honest. This site looks good, its like an anonymous diary entry but you can get feed back, or support etc, and i think thats what i need. I guess for this to […]