you make me go crazy. i just smile and walk away, inside im really hurting more.
i don’t have a lot of scars but i try to give myself more. i love my parents but they want me to kill myself sometimes. Yes, i am not perfect , I AM NOT THE PERFECT 15 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER YOU WANT! sorry for that newsflash. You make me want to hurt myself sometimes but when i hear people talking about you both i go crazy. i let my anger out on them. I have anger issues, mild depression, sometimes panic attacks , heart conditions, a leg problem, bullies, and more but i keep all this inside and try to tell nobody. i cry for hours and days but still i make sure nobody notices. It […]
Cancer sucks  when the person you  look up too has it.
mom.
I try my hardest but I can’t stop her pain. Her pain is my pain. It’s hurts.
I love you mom. I lie, fight and more with you but I truly love you.
You don’t realize that you hurt me though. C heck under my braclets. I have the marks my pain. You don’t notice because you smile when you wanna cry. You can cry, I cry too…
I cut & hide. I’m worthless. I can’t find the light, and when I do its very dim. I can’t find my way. Whatever I do I can’t I don’t succeed  I never do.