I am scared that I am not in control of my drinking anymore. It seems no matter how much resolve I have to quit, I end up doing it. It is contributing greatly to my desire to commit suicide and also causes situations which further make me hate myself. I love the release of drinking though, I am usually very anxious. Any advice? thank you
I am 18, depressive, bipolar, an alcoholic, on zoloft, and way too sensitive. Yesterday I messed things up with this guy I was dating. We were talking at night in bed ( I was drunk and high ) and he started talking about how because of our 7 year age difference our relationship, as in officially dating, wouldnt last long. Basically during this conversation I told him I loved him (to which he replied ‘I’m not there right now’), and I cried. I behaved in a way that maintained no dignity for myself.
I have been unspeakably depressed all day today. Really, the worst I’ve […]