damagedgirl

Suicide.

Unfortunately I can’t say that I don’t understand why people do it… ‘Cause I do, I tried to commit suicide myself…
I was 15 when I started to cut my wrists, I don’t really know why, I just did it to forget the pain, to shut up the voices in my head. I guess I don’t really have a lot to say about this, I just… I just hope that some day I could stop doing it.

My boyfriend says he’s proud of me ’cause I haven’t done since august… but he doesn’t know I still do it and I don’t want him to know, because he […]

Some say I have everything.. a family, a boyfriend, friends… But I don’t have someone to talk about what I feel.

How am I suppose to say the people I love I got raped? How am I suppose to say that my ex-boyfriend friend, raped me in is house, and no one saw?

I tried to kill my self before, because I cound’t see a purpose of being in this world, but rigth now… I just don’t know what to do and it’s killing me inside! I can’t go out my room, I can’t talk to anyone, I just want to talk…

A few months ago I tried to kill myself, i mean I didn’t really wanted to die because I can not tolerate the fact that my mum would cry about me.. She found out that I was cutting my wrists, I’ve never seen her so sad, so disappointed. She took me to a doctor and he made me take a lot of pills, stupid pills that would transforme me in a complete zombie! And I hated it so I stoped a few weeks ago, and I don’t feel any better… the pressure about the exams and grades and my looks, I’mm falling down again… The […]