I want to die. It’s all I ever think about. This feeling consumes me. It takes over and taints my thoughts. I’m so sad about every aspect of my life. I’ve been like this since I was eight years old. What if I manage to live til the age of one hundred? I don’t want to be stuck like this for decades to come after having already done so for most of my life. I don’t want to dwell on this any longer but it won’t escape me. No one ever finds the time to find out who and what I am. I’m tired of […]