Every time she talks to me it ends in the sad reality. I am afraid of starting the interaction. Vulnerability. She is interested in another guy. And that guy is interested in her. I think. What sucks is that she tries to care for me. She really does care for me but how can you fucking care for me while you are fucking happy your emotional hole is covered by this holy guy? It’s so fucking easy to have pity for me and give me your fucking crumbs. It’s so fucking easy. Simple.
It’s sickening. I can not escape this present world. I take another breath […]