I am one of those people who feel good when I cut and injure myself. I have done this for many years and have Gotten so good at hiding it. I can’t stop doing it. It’s
Like I need it to feel. I just don’t cut anymore, I now slice my flesh off. I know I’m not alone doing this type of thing to my self but I bet I have been doing it longer than most on here. Lol
I wish I wasn’t so tired all the time. I just want to go perminately to sleep.
I can’t stop the need to kill myself. The only relief I get is cutting, and now I want to strip the flesh from my body so I can try feel at piece. I would like a time when I don’t have death on my mind and have a time of piece without killing myself.
Ever get a feeling that builds and builds till you give in to it? My vice is cutting myself. I just have to do it, partially because I need to. It helps me feel something. The deeper I cut, the more I bleed, the better I feel. One day I will cut to deep and bleed out till I die. I can’t wait.
This is my first blog, I just need to say what I feel without anyone knowing who I am.
ive been in this boat a very long time , I feel anger for starters even with the most stupid things. Â The anger is so so strong I want to kill. When it comes to touching I freeze and cringe , I almost can’t even touch my wife or dogs without it feeling wrong. To compensate for my feelings I have tried suicide with cutting and pills. Each time I do, the hospital revives me. I still keep cutting myself, hoping that I can bleed to […]