It’s getting bad again. Not like before but worse. At least before it went away for a day or two before returning. Now it’s the only constant. Neverending and just getting worse. I think I want it to stop but I’m not sure. It the only thing I have right now. It it leaves, what will happen? Will I get better or will that be it for me.
I just want relief from this shit.
Nothing helps it anymore. Cutting used to but it’s pointless to me now. Pills make everything worse. Suicide seems to be my only way out but I don’t wanna die.
