I’ll try to keep this as short as possible. I feel like I’m wasting away. Every day is exactly the same. There is no progress in my life whatsoever. The same thoughts for over 5 years…every single day. I just can’t bear this any longer.
I’m drowning in self-pity and an emptiness I can’t even describe properly. Every day I cross the street in the hope that I get hit by a car. Sadly, they always miss. I wish I could bring up the courage to kill myself, but the fear of failure is so prominent that I can’t do it, yet. Sometimes I feel like […]