I’m not Christian or anything, but i still fear the possibility of going to hell if i kill myself. I have chronic pain, severe depression, anxiety, and PTSD due to an abusive childhood. I’m ready to die, but this dumb fear is holding me back and i don’t know how to get over it. I’m suffering and i just want to be free. Does anyone have any advice at all? :/
i’ve been thru so much shit in my life i wouldn’t even know where to begin
then what happens? life throws chronic pain at me…yay! now i’m sitting here wanting to die and in agonizing pain
i’ve had this pain for 2 years now and it’s getting worse every day
the funny thing is that i was suicidal way before i got this pain…now i’m even more suicidal than i was before, which i didn’t think was possible
ughhhhhhh please just KILL ME NOW!!! i fucking HATE my life…