There is nothing left inside me. I had a small hope in this world, it is gone. I’m exhausted, don’t want to talk. I lost feeling. I feel nothing only despair. I’m not disgust how things can go, and how I face this evil world. I’m not surprised. I always expected the worse. I saw a lot and had to deal with the worst humans. I have been under the wheels. At the bottom of the hole. I can’t fall deeper. It’s over. No one understand. Like a cockroach, I have been smashed like there was no one inside. I lost purpose to live. It […]