the beginning of august last yea,r i had a suicide attempt, i had the gun in the fleshy part of my jaw beneath my head, andi pulled the trigger to just realize the safety was on. ive had 2 or 3 attempts but ive been feeling a fourth coming on, i missed a halloween party last night, i know how silly it sounds to be here for a hallowen party but there is constnatly shitty things going on, i missed the party becase of shitty planning with my friend and her friends. one of which had no way to contact either of us, i messaged […]
