I cant sleep. I feel more alive in my dreams then i do in real life. When i wake up i sit and cry before putting on a fake smile and going to school. Im a pretty shy kid, i guess you could call me a nerd. got good grades but there not the best and i spend most of my time reading blocking out the real world. Anyways, back to the sleeping problem. I fall asleep around 12 at night and the problem is i cant stay asleep. i dream, wake up and cry, and go back to sleep. most of my nights are […]
Theres only one person i really care about is my best friend. ive known her for 8 years and i’ve told her about my problems. She made me promise not to cut or hurt myself again, hope i can keep that promise.
I feel like no one cares. I want to get hit by a car and see if anyone cares. I’ve had depression for about 2 years and i’m feel like killing myself, I dont tell any about my problems because i feel like my problems aren’t as bad as others.