I’m Emofobic(=scared of blood). Yes,when I see blood I feel bad and I fell like that I’m gonna throw up or faint. Yeah,it’s quite hilarious but..I’m a strange person. lol
Yes,I write a lot about me because I want to let it all out.
I’m not totally okay. I wake up thinking ‘Please God,kill me.’ BUT I wear a mask for all the day..you know ‘Hi!The sun is shining,I love you and this is a beautiful day,yay!’ HAHAHAHAHA Lies. The truth is that I think about kill myself the most of the time. I’m a f*ck-up. I try to do the best but…I’m not enough. A few times ago I promised to my best friend of not cut again..but I can’t. When I’m sad, I think about it and I do it,I hate myself for this. WHY CAN’T I BE LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS?!
Now,it’s christmas and..well,I want […]