I lost my best friend. I dont know how, it just happened. She came back fron a trip and doesnt even want to see me. She says to give her space but i did. I just cant handle life. I wanna end it all. Even my other friend said to leave her alone but i know she already talked to her before. I just am so scared to die, i want to but i am scared. I am done with all this pain, every day i have no one. I just need someone in my life…