Since I was 13, I don’t feel like living anymore, the idea of committing suicide comes back to me from time to time. Now, I’m 27, I still always feel so lonely, and the unhappy feeling seems to be so strong that I can’t take anymore. I always think that if I can choose not to have any happiness in order to exchange for experiencing no sadness anymore, I must take this. Then I think I’m up for a suicide plan. But my parents love me so much that I always don’t want to break their heart, as I know how bad a person would […]
