Since my last boyfriend broke up with me, I deal with suicidal thoughts. There are times that I am happy, but they are really short. It looks like every boy I love and loves me back, just replace me for someone else. It really hurts and even though they say I’m so nice and I will find someone else, I never find someone. To make things ever worse; my granddad and grandma died. And my uncle is going to die as well. People at school know a bit of my problems. But not everything. I don’t want them to help me. I’m a big girl. […]
